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Faith;What it means to you?

2011-07-21T22:50:00.004+08:00

Yes,I'm leading a phantasmagoric life now.
My life is like a digital photo frame,pictures changed constantly.
Everyday was never the same.
Struggling is what I am doing.
I've always complain,why is it that time went that fast?
I've never thought that it was me that neglect time so much;it left me stranded with me holding grudges against it.
I depicts myself as a failure.
This year I really failed.I'm lack of faith.Perhaps in everything I did.
Talking about faith,What exactly is Faith?
Faith in Christianity is a substance that God bought in to my life.
Faith to me;is something like a trust,a promise,a unshakeable belief,the confidence & the deep mindset of one on another.
To live without faith is to live without all the above mentioned.
Today I finally realised the importance or I should say the must of a Faith in one.
That be it a small things or an action could uphold the importance of Faith.
Having Faith in yourself gives you strength;But what comes after when others lose Faith in you?
You're not TRUSTED NOR PROMISED NOR LOYALED.
When people lose trust in you;It affects alot.
Be it spritually,emotionally or physically.
In a game,having Faith in you teammates is so significant that the lost of Faith could affect the whole game.
Be it whatever or whoever you have Faith in,it will grow.
Never lose Faith in others.
Moreover,never lose Faith in yourself losing Faith in others.
You never know what the aftermath it can turn out to be.

I'm un'doubtedly stupid.

2011-06-16T22:22:00.002+08:00

Well,It's been a really really loooonggggg time since I last update this thing called "BLOG".
I guess this is just a platform to vent my angers,my stress & my sentimental stuffs out.
Yup,these past few months alot has been happening.
Happy & Upset.All included.
Achievers Programmes gave me a headstart on where I should walk to.
Did gain a lot from there.
Hmmmm,all along I've been asking myself a question that I haven't really respond yet.
I seriously do not know why am I so stubborn or rather the word "dumb" could be use on me.
I seems to know everything and everything seems to be crystal clear for me to undestand.
Errr,How should I put it?
You see,I know the wrongs and the rights.
I know what can be done and what can't.
But I don't really seems to scared or rather fear or care about the consequences you'know?
I really wonder.Am I nuts? Or I just can't simply obey the rights?
Only till things has happened I start to reflect.
But for times and times,over and over again,I commited the same mistake.
I'm really an unfogivable person.
My sins are permanent.
It's so hard to be cleared.Even it is,I'll still repeat the mistakes again.
Damn,I'm really vexed.
haisss.......

Well,am I starting to get emotionally affected by their doings?

2011-03-14T23:53:00.002+08:00

Hellya,What sup?
Well,life SUCKS?
Don't you think that way too?
Okay,gotta update for the recent international headlines.Last friday on 11th March 2011,a massive 8.9/9.0 magnitude earthquake hit the Pacific Ocean nearby Northeastern Japan.
The large earthquake triggered a Tsunami which is ranging from 5 to 10 metre high.
To add on to the worsening situation,a power plant exploded after being hit by the quake causing the leak of radoactive substances around that part of Japan.Upon hearing this news,I was flabbergasted.
Who the hell would thought that Japan is gonna hit by this massive quake and Tsunami is gonna occured?
It took away estimated around 10000 people lives and the numbers are belive to be increasing everyday.
What could we do?
If we can,make some donations or what.
It will help in some way or another.
Or you can pray for them.
Just a simple prayer,and God will answer it.
And yes if you're asking will God answer yours?
Yes he will,but he need time to deal with those coming from japan 1st =)
And ya get into real life stuffs now,am I a little too concern about people around me?
I mean as in I'm too nosey?
Or should i just sit and see what happen?
They don't seems to appreciate uhs?
When I'm getting serious in stuffs,they think i'm breaking some jokes to them.
Well,suits you then.
I'm gonna wash my hand of everything.
I should however care about my future first rather than nuturing yours.
And when you take words for granted........
You won't be able to get it a secong time.....
HAHAHAH.....
Don't regret!

Words don't spell those trashy feelings =/

2011-03-01T20:30:00.002+08:00

It's a sudden thought,a sudden thought to post what I'd thought of.
I was sitting inside a bus,well all i could feel was emptiness.
The emptiness that overwhelm me =/
Thinking of the past,it hurts? It kept my heart beating like some bullet train.
I'm not sure if i were scared?
Sacred that I may fall back into the old days.
Stress have been on my shoulders for quite some time.
However I find it rather hard to shake it off.
Perhaps what I should shake off is my bad habit: LAZYNESS!?
I'm just not who I am last year.
I want to be 2010 Daniel again!
Let that spirit of a excellence,hardworking,enthusiastic,curious,cheerful & crazy boy falls on my body now please Lord!
I feel so weak.Weak to the surroundings.
For he who study,build his future of his own.
Do you know why do we have old friends coming to us saying just a "Hi"?
Cause they never stays.
Because they weren't as new as good as they were before.Eventually they left.Bye =/
And ya,I just got home and things just don't turns out to be right.
Sigh,words? They just don't spell me out.
She was a dream,because i only choose to dream.

18 months took over control

2011-02-07T23:03:00.002+08:00

Well,I've been shown mercy by God's grace.
I was given a chance.
Why am i still in my old ways?
What can make me change?
I need some motivation.
Sigh,being a loner......... sucks!
Valentine? I never try to have a thought of it.

God has forgiven us,Humans.Would Humans give Human a chance to repent?

2011-01-23T21:42:00.002+08:00

Times truly flies.
A flash a blink brings you forward to this day.
I felt so down today.
Everything seems to be turning against me.
I thought that kite flying would ease my worried heart for awhile.
Well,it didn't.
Even the kite wouldn't cheer me up.My slipper was also lost in the muddy land.
I felt so discourage by this unhappy happenings.
I was hoping that God would lay his hands on me,let me feel of his presence.
That i would rejoyce over the unhappiness,that i would be forgiven off my sins & that i would smile and spread it around in the future.
I'm having my sentence tommorow by a judge.
I mean,I'm handing my future to a person.
A person who don't know me,a person who can't really see my changes,a person who just say and order.
A judge instead.
Would i be forgiven?
Should i still look optimistic in this situation?
I'm the wrong one.
It was me who brought myself under this situation.
I'm sorry.
It was me to blame.
I'm asking for forgiveness.
Can I?
I beg for one.
Please.
I'm really sad.

God gave me this chance,and i should really take it seriously!

2010-12-20T12:03:00.001+08:00

Well,our N level's result is already out!
It was released last friday.
If you make a step into every school hall of singapore,you would see all kinds of emotional expression.
Some which you can see like nervous,scared,excited and some with a hack-care face.
Well,if you ask me what am i feeling at that moment.
I would say nothing,just waiting for the result to be released.
I think i've too much confidence uhs? I don't seems to really care about it.
But actually i do feel abit scared.
People before me was so happening.Some seems to be in the momentem of silence after taking their results.Some cry out straight after they saw it,some jump like mad when they got it.
Okay,its my turn.
In my heart i'm full with confidence that i would surely make it to Sec 5.
I went infront of my teacher.Mdm Norani says:" Daniel! Congradulations! You've got 2 & 3's!"
I was like :"OHHS! really! Thanks Thanks"
Okay,the result is on my hand.
I look at the lower portion of the paper and it stated there "PROMOTED"
Well,you can't see the joy on my face because i was always have a cool face.
But deep in my heart,i'm rejoycing!
And guess what!? For the maths that i've always been so worried for,I got an A2!!!
It's totally unbeliveable!
Well,nothing is impossible with God!
But all the credits should go to our maths teacher Mr Fabian Ng!
Thank him so much for willingly to use his personal time and guide us during our weeks of battle.
And YES!!! This is the 1st time in my entire life!
I got 4 A's!!!!!
This is totally a miracle!
I got one B3 and english i got c5!
I got a total of 13 points which was not that good within my expectation.
Oh well,all i can say is thanks god my teachers and my friends!
O'S next year!
Well,since i've decided to continue Sec 5.
I should GIVE MY BEST!

Pretending won't cover that shattered heart in anyway.

2010-12-08T23:10:00.002+08:00

Ya,It's been long isn't it?
You guys might have think that this blog is dead?
Nahs,not that fast.
Cause for Daniel is still breathing the fresh air now =)
Hmm,it's the 8th of december right now.
Anyway I've just got my pay!!!?!! (Y)
$800 plus for the 17 days!!! But, nahs i'm not gonna throw that away man!
I should learn how to save don't I? Or rather,don't WE?
Nahs,not really much has happened during my holidays.
Cause i'm working all month long!
I don't even have time for a cup of tea.Well,that's for money.
If not,i won't be so hardworking then.
And yes,finally I've got time to relax this friday as it's gonna be my last day of work!!
*PARTY TIMEZ*
Hahs,yeah! Just to share i good news,i got the Edusave Bursary!
Well,it might not prove that i'm sure gonna go sec 5.But it proves that i've earn what i did in this year!
Effort won't be gone to waste ain't it?
Ya,next friday is the 17th.It's gonna be the day we collect our N's result.
Well,everyone is having their heart beating faster,nervous,can't sleep well,stress,ohmygawd,OHgodsaveme!.
But i tell you what,do you have the confidence before you even start your 1st paper?
If you have,there's nothing much you need to worry for!
What you have done is done.You know you did your best at that time.
For now,you just need to pray one thing!
Not to passed just like that but to score and make it the proudest moment in your whole lifetime when you collect your results.
Tears of joy,alright?
Hahs.Lastly,MAY GOD BLESS US! ALL N'S STUDENTS TO SCORE WITH FLYING COLOUR PENCILS AND MARKERS =)

I started to work,for the sake of mine.

2010-10-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

Well,its been a long time since i last update my blog.
Hmm,N's officially over.And now its time to work,to earn a living.To learn to be independent.
It's tiring although,but for the sake of $.$ i don't think there's other way?
Ya,eventually someone has to take the lead,someone has to take on the courage to speak.
I made that initiative to speak.Well,you did reply.
But from what i can see from your reply,you don't really like me.

I hope my secondary life would not end that fast.

2010-09-25T15:26:00.003+08:00

YA peeps,it's just one week away from our important exam.An exam that we choose to walk our own destiny,an exam that choose us to be or not to be in secondary 5.
Well,i truthfully hope that everything goes well.
I want to be in secondary 5.And go to polytecnic for futher studies.
I mean in this society,it's not good enough to get a ITE cert right?
Why don't a Diploma instead since i have the choice?
And another reason to go to secondary 5 is i can't bear to leave this school of fun,joy & tears that is 3 in 1.
Before my secondary 2,I always think that its such a waste of time going to school reading all those "dead" books.
But until i truly have a dream,a goal to move towards to.I begin to get my interest to study.
My 1st proud of my life is my Physics in secondary 3.
I got full marks for almost every test.
I told myself "Physics i can,others should not be a problem if i want to work more harder"
YA and now in secondary 4 most of my subjects have already improved.
But i think that doesn't matter,the most that matter is the N's.
I really hope to go to secondary 5 to see you again !
Only till now we begin to came closer,i mean our links.
Sigh,when i was finding you among the crowd you choose not to appear.But when i have already decided to avoid you,you just came out from nowhere right infront of me constantly.
I didn't see into you,i choose to look away.
But you keep appearing before me.
I really don't know is this a chance by god? or just a pass by only?
But i hope that we would really get to be friends one day =)
WE KNOW WE WERE CLOSE,BUT WE CHOSE TO BE FAR......

I hope my secondary life would not end that fast.

2010-09-25T15:26:00.000+08:00

Till now i'm still in love with my childhood life.

2010-09-01T11:57:00.005+08:00

Yes,its Teacher's Day today and i visited my primary school yesterday.
The moment i step in,i can feel that everything have already changed.
The people,the place,the atmosphere & my feeling.
Perhaps its not gonna be the same as the past anymore right?
I felt so old as i'm inside the school,I mean i can see no one that i know other than my juniors.
I was thinking where are all my ex-schoolmates? Have they forgotton me? Do they remember we used to play like crazy? Run like leopard? Fight like a lion? Laugh like the end of the world?
Or maybe they are leading their wonderful life now.They all have their route to walk.
Me too.But i will always remember them by heart,they made me smile,made me laugh,made me cry,made me shout,made me be mad.
A big portion of my life today is all made by them.

N's around the corner & i'm out from your corner.TOTALLY

2010-08-23T16:39:00.003+08:00

LALALALALA,Woops! Hi peeps! I just dislocate my elbow joint!! (Y)
COOL RIGHT!?? Okay,its damn pain.......
just back from chinese supp.
And my chinese is really ....... screwed (Ahbish! Boom! AHH!!)
Althought i was 2% behind from A2 but my target is still A2!!!
I want to get there!!!!
My physics was unexpected too.I mean,i didn't know i could be the highest in class uh!?
Well at least i know i made an effort to study and i deserve these marks!
My Geog......hmmm,there's still more to work!
Okay N's on the 6th of Sept! It's really near isn't it?
But from what i've heard,they say that during this N lvl period we may not need to come back to school for lesson but to study at home~
Well,this is a very freaking bad news for me (N)
Because once i'm home,i won't take a book out unless certain reason.
So it is probably negative on me.
And ya i won't get to see you,but well who cares? hahs.
at least i know right! (Y) WOOOOHOOOO!!!

As time passes,i'm gonna vanish into the thin air in your world.

2010-08-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

Well,just came back from esplanade with Alan Tan!
Hahs,was kinda slacking at there.And,i gotta say about this,the scenery at the Bay is truly beautiful.I mean as a singaporean,I couldn't imagine that singapore could do wonders! There's also fire works,performance and lots lots of new stuff around singapore! I shouldn't stick to that kind of no "Life" stuff like drinking in the pub or dancing like crazy in the club.
Should've try those new things out there that is awaiting for my visit! Haha.
Okay,went to to bought a new bag for 30 bucks at bugis.Just for keeping my those miscellaneous staff in the bag that i've bought.
Went to listen to the Baybeats she was talking about.
Okay,i don't think it really suits me eh?!
I mean it's okay if the music isn't to rock and crazy,but at the baybeats it's oppose.
But some of them have good vocals.
Sitting by the bay,feeling the wind,slacking,chit-chat and do all kind of new crazy staffs is way better then going to Drink Drink Drink & DRINK!
Hmm,well prelims has already ended this morning.But it's not kinda of period to be rejoycing or celebrating right? I mean i don't even know whether am i able to pass my exams?
Gosh,i think i'm really deproving.My physics especially! I'm totally dissapointed with myself....
But what to do? Eventually,i'm the one who cause the consequences with my doings.
Well,all i can say is lose this battle but get well prepared for the next one!
Ya and soon time passes and i will not get to see your anymore.
I mean i don't even get to see you in school now adays man!? Perhaps you're just a beautiful stranger that caught my eyes when you walked by.
But sad to say,you're still my stranger girl.

2010-08-09T05:10:00.004+08:00

Ohs,well it's 5.16am now and i'm still awake!!??
Yesterday was a wasted day. Didn't have much sleep and end up lying on the bed whole time.
went to collect Xiao gui's shirt! It's damn cool you know! the design!
But sad to say,i can't attend his upcoming concert in St.James on 4th Sept due to N lvl.
But it's okay,there's many chance to see him still. Hmm,just came back from the Night-Chat session with quek & mund.We also went to have our half-boiled egg at session at kopitiam! Hahs,it's been long since we have a nice chat during this hour!
okay,should go and sleep soon! Nights Peeps!

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Timer Timer! 29 days to N lvl!

2010-08-07T10:21:00.002+08:00

HI MY BLOG!! Have you been missing me for a long time?
I'm sorry,didn't have much time to visit you.
Time is fast isn't it? with a blink,it's already the August!
Time is really going fast and it's too short for me.
Hmm,D&T almost done but still not done. Should have it done within these 2 days.
Cause prelims is next week,but i'm yet to prepare for it.
Have been staying in school lately for D&Ts and studys now adays.Well,you may not see that I stayed back behind in school last time.But now yes,i stayed back.I stayed for a reason. I stayed so that i can go do my work well,study well, play well with friends.
I stayed cause i know i'm going to make it to Sec 5.

I stayed because i just wanna see you.

Girl,you may think that i'm looking at somewhere else when i'm actually looking at you.
You may think that i'm not looking at you when we came face to face and walked pass each other,but actually i'm just too shy to look at you.And i don't know how to react to a girl i like,when i'm looking at her.Should i smile? Sigh,perhaps I'm just the shy guy.
You know,once the N lvl is over,I'll have no chacne to even see you anymore.

Even in the school I hardly get to see you for an hour,or rather a minute.
And I've never saw you once outside the streets in your home clothes.
How am I suppose to see you if i'm not in school anymore?
That's why i stayed back,cause i know you're staying back too.

That's why i want to go sec 5 ,cause i can see you again.

But i think there is really no connecttion between us right?
we aren't friends right? We never even chat before? We didn't even say "Hi" to each other?
And i rarely smile at you.How am i suppose to make that move.
I hope to achive the chance.
By the way,You're the girl with the most beautiful eyes in the world.

Don't come and interupt me! Shoo,Study is my Piority!

2010-07-18T20:24:00.003+08:00

Hello People! Yes,i'm here blogging again.
Just feeling kind of bored.Anyway,my D&T is gonna be due in no time.
should really do my D&T 1st.
After that,i put my everything down on BOOKS!
And i found a really big problem in me.
The problem is i don't smile!!!???
How can she smile to me when i don't even smile at her?
Teach me how to smile God =)

She's flawless.

2010-07-10T13:58:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps! N lvl is really approaching soon. And my N's english oral is no this coming monday.
Although i maybe acting like so relaxing and enjoying,but i'm really nervous.
It's N lvl,i can't get it screwed up!
And now,I should really go for the Night class that the shool have.
I think if i can study in a enviroment where all of my friends are obsessed with the books,it will give me motivation to get ready for N's and strive to have O's.
And yes,I shouldn't give just a glance on you.
But i'm scared,but i know you're a 10 and i'm only a 3.
You're just FLAWLESS.......

My pleasent character ain't giving any help.....

2010-07-02T23:10:00.003+08:00

Oh man,i should really stop this caring and concerning about everything.
What i should do is to take care of myself first.
They don't even appreciate those things i'd done.
I should really change.
Please let me be unfaithful one time.
Please let me be unloyal one time.
Please let me be cruel one time.
Please let me be disdain about everything.
I just don't feel like this is gonna do anything better.
Back to the reality.Went for the Fitness run at Japanese garden today.
Ya,i ran for the competetive one.She ran too.
Well,i think i'm the last for the boy's catergory for my level?
And yes,the way she look at me,same.
Pretend to be disdain,or maybe not?
Or maybe she wasn't even looking at me?
Or maybe i was just thinking too much about her?
Well,up to now everything was just what i think,i set up the mind.
i imagine things out of nothing.
Althought that was cool,but it's just ridiculous..........
All was what i think,not her......

School is starting

2010-06-27T21:44:00.003+08:00

School's tommorow,and i have no reason to be so tired right now.
I feel like one dead person,strengthless.
I'm still not into anything of study right now.
I should really switch my mood.Sooner the better. Went science centre yesterday,pics below :

silence is meant to be kept,we are just the same kind.

2010-06-24T09:04:00.002+08:00

Just came back from jun's chalet at Downtown.
I'm quite tired now.Haven't slept for the past 24hrs.
Going to sleep real soon.
Hmm,i wonder how long can we remain silence?
It's either we start to talk,the sooner the better.
If not we'll just keep out mouth zipped all the times even if we really bump into each pther.
Maybe i'm just having imaginary thoughts that you'll chat with me one day.
This day may or not happen.
Well,if you were not meant to be part of me, you won't.
But if you're meant,you will.
It's just Fate.
But most is that i belive we'll sit down and have a talk someday.
Seconds tiks,minutes passes,hour rounded,days sets,night rises & soon year flew~
for that moment,the time stops.
Its the only chance.
Me and You =US

I'm sick.And my cheeks felt really heavy

2010-06-20T20:22:00.000+08:00

Well,when i start to change to become more friendly abit or to say i become more courageable to approach you,
You gave no response.
I mean,you are just so cool.
A leopard that will never change its spots.
A solid that will always be in fixed position,no heat can melt you.
A ice that will always be as cold.
NO fire can melt you.
You are just a weird,probably the most weird that i have seen before.
Well,from the moment i dare to befriend you,I've already accept your dead response.
You are just none other then a iceberg that make titanic sink..........

BORING STUFF~

2010-06-12T15:15:00.001+08:00

Went for a beach party @ Azzura,Sentosa.
Although the atmosphere was so temptating and high.
But when we went in,the music is ........
Totally suck to the core.
A screwed up party instead.

hard work can sure be paid off right?

2010-06-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

It's a saturday,and it's like finally i could have some rest.

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

2010-05-31T00:47:00.002+08:00

Life is waiting! (Stated above)
Dudes & Babes,you ain't gonna give this movie a miss in your life right?
It's not just wow,it's WOWsome man!
I'm so impressed by Mr.Navorski Viktor.OMG he's such funny,clumsy,unacceptable,kind & he is also a sweet guy! (I'm not a gay alright! But the its just the fact)
This movie is about a guy named Navorski who belong to a country called Krakozhia,he was trapped in an airport terminal when he is denied entry into the United states and at the same time cannot return to his native country,Krakozhia which was having civil war that time.
He lives in the terminal for days,week & months.
Who says a person can't survive in an terminal for months without any money on him?
He proofs to you!
Anyway,don't you think our life is like a terminal?
We're either waiting for things to arrived or delayed.
We'll meet all kind of person travelling just like in our lives.
We always hope to reach our destinaiton.
Life is waiting,waiting for the moment.

That 10 cent eventually save my time!

2010-05-27T23:39:00.006+08:00

Semester 1 has ended today.That so called "Holidays" has just begin.
Hahs,got my report book today.when I saw it, I was like:"what the hell got me into this type of results? I could've done so much more better than this!'.
Well,so what if i did pass my english? I only passed 3 subjects.....
What an epic failure right?
Should have put in more effort & not to waste my time on some unnessary person/things that is actually none of my concern.
Hmm,the "Holidays" was packed with full of intensive studies,"camps" & coursework things.
Even though i don't feel like attending any of them,but what to do?
I do get knowledge that benefits my brain,so why don't i just give in sometime right?
Besides,i want to achive good results on that certificate of mine!
And yes,it's gonna be a one month holiday.
It's gonna be a long time if i were ever to see your serious cute looking face again.
I can't stop missing you.
Missing someone is like growing a plant.
Althought it's placed at a corner of your house,you still can't ignore it's presence because the truth is that you didn't throw it away.It's still inside your house.
Same apply to me.
Although i don't get to see you,but my brain has already stored YOU in =)

Well,It's just another start after an end.

2010-05-26T22:30:00.004+08:00

With just a blink,just one blink. Term 2 is already coming to an end.
There's finally some time for me to do those things that i wasn't able to do during school days.
Well,it's an end for an old journey.But it's a just the start for the new story to be written with unpredictable thoughts and things.
Hmm,i think i would kind of miss the days in school.Those fun,run,scream,shout,sing,play,beat,dance,hit,dream,sleep,havoc & chaos.Hahs,was i typing as if i'm about to leave this school soon?
Well,although one month is short for some people as they have alot of things bothering them.
But for me,it's kind of long. Well,isn't it better if i think that way? Hahs,a long holiday instead.
And June is really a suitable time for building up my foundation. Although i would be going for remidials,classes & some shity stuffs,I hope that my holiday would give me some image of happiness and fun.

Show's Autography session wasn't that good!

2010-05-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

Awww!! =(
He only sang one song "Head over Heels"

Term 2 is ending,but still you remain unchange.....

2010-05-18T23:43:00.008+08:00

Alright,I know many people is very happy that your examinations has ended and can finally have some time to relax.But for me,different.
I don't think that June is a time for people like us taking N level to have fun and play wild.
I think that it's a really good time for us to revise everything we have learn.
It's a long time that you can't find other better than this time.
So June holiday is a good time for us to really flip through our dusty books and start to get those words and formulas in your mind.
I mean isin't it true that-when it's during our examination period,we don't have time for studying.But after exams,we have plenty of time wondering what to do with it?

Hahs,beside Term 2 is coming to an end.It's kind of boring and sad.

Cause till now,the situation still remains the same.Sigh,it's gonna be a long time i'm not gonna see her.I think when school reopen,my feeling and attitude towards this girl may have change.

Anyway,i have just bought Show Luo's 3D "Dance Storm" Album.And yes,He is gonna be at IMM this sunday at 6.30pm for his autography and singing session! Last year i missed it,This year NO WAY!!!
Hahs,this are the photo that can tell you what i've been up to lately:

It's not a time to relax,but a good time to Study!

2010-05-15T13:44:00.002+08:00

Well Well Well,The Mid-years have just ended.
Before taking those exams paper and write my name on it,i already know the results.
I'm very sure it'll be totally screwed up!
I didn't study really much for this MYE.Computers are distractiong me =(
I really think i screwed everything.My chinese,my Favourite subject cause i never failed to get an A1.I spoiled it in my MYE with the INCOMPLETE composition. Incomplete?Do you know how many marks i'm gonna lose?
Sigh,my Humanities,Chinese,D&T,Combined Science,Maths,English.......
i will have to face them soon.Wonder to hold my tears or not. Feel so hurt & regretful....

Arghhhhh!!!

2010-04-28T18:51:00.001+08:00

OMG! I screwed my chinese,totally! i lost many marks.
WTH am i doing man??! Arghss!!!!! I'm so freaking stress.....

Hey cm'on, isn't the reality Obvious enough?

2010-04-26T23:25:00.003+08:00

Hey? Why am i thinking about you all day long?
I speak of you,thought of you,think of you,analyze you,figure you,investigate about you.......
Well,It's all YOU? Everything i don't wanna dream anymore that is all about you,i don't want it to be just a dream.
But as i say,Cm'on give it up?!! Isn't the fact being stated there? it's obviously enough for me to see.
I think i should stop this nonsensical thought. It's ridiculous. I know it will never ever happen.
Cause we're strangers. And we'll be forever strangers............................
I know about lots of yours,but do you even notice a person like me truly exist?
Hahs,true true~

OMG!!! EXAM'S HERE!!!

2010-04-22T20:59:00.002+08:00

Argh!!! MYE is appoaching really near,should put my eyes on book now.
Anyone wanna revise? Any place? School libary,JE mac or JE Libary?
STUDY!!! I want my O's

I'm feeling so heavy

2010-04-11T22:12:00.005+08:00

Just came back from somewhere.A place that i don't really like,a place where i don't feel so comfortable.Don't know what they want to go there for? It's like so damn boring and hot there.
Sucha boring place~
Woke up in the afternoon about 1.30pm, My phone rang! And i was like: Whos calling me on the sunday afternoon? o.O
It's Darren. He said Alan asked us to meet out and have a drink.
okay,then i asked where we going? He said not sure.
After that,we met up at Alan's house court.
And they decided to go West Coast Park. To drink?

Any idea what we drinking? We drank liquor & red wine.

At where? @WCP floor.Hahs, kind of idea uhs?

that Freaking red wine taste really bad than the herbal tea.
feel like puking man!
Okay,back to life.
MY TASK IS ALL UNDONE?!!!!
I should cancel the word"un".
And make it done soon!!

Bye peeps~

Actually from the start,i had already knew

2010-04-10T01:00:00.003+08:00

Well, before this day i had already knew the result.
I know,cause it is common.It is common for this type of situation to happen again & again.
Cause i'm used to being alone,so it does'nt make any major difference in my life.
From the start i already knew.What you guys have said,will hardly be done.Promises are fake.
I don't belive steadiness.Cause none of them are steady enough.
Well,it's okay.Cause my mother gave birth to me alone and i came to this world alone.I don't expect any others to accompany in my journey of life.
Went for ice-skating just now at Kallang Leisure Park! Lucky enough,there is a student price cost there.If not my wallet gonna be real empty!
It cost about $16.50 for 2 hours with the rental of shoes.(Cheaper than I actually thought is was)
It's for safety to bring my jacket there,cause it's really COLDDD!!!
my 1st step on the rink was like,ohs shit? how to skate?
hahs, i used to skate before while i was young.But my skill seems to be lost.
Took a period to recover it.My leg is really cramp! And my skin is having friction with the skating shoes. Should wear higher socks =/.
There's something that i've got to say.I just found out myself being quite retard -,-
At first,i don't know the way to KLP. So i decide to alight early at Redhill MRT station to cab there.
But there is many people queuing up.As for me,I'm quite a lazy person. So i decided not to queue and walk alittle in front to wait for cab. i walk walk walk walk,i found myself ended up in Tiongbahru Stn. -,-" i walked a MRT stop for just a cab?!! i was sweating you know!
back to ice-skate part. Skated about for 2hours and ended it. Went to eat my dinner at KFC.
After that went out of KLP to take bus.I saw the Singapore Indoor Stadium,the place where Show Luo's concert that will be hold on 22nd May.I haven buy the tics!! And the seats with good view have already been taken away =(
Wonder to buy or not. But no matter what I will still buy your album for your autography okay ? Show? haha =)
Eating my supper now.
Shoo,don't disturb. I don't wanna get choke =x

Bye peeps

You made me daze,With your wonderful smile.

2010-04-08T01:10:00.010+08:00

Days get by,I'm still here. I don't have that motivation!
Motivation where're you? Come Back!

Well,i'm still here. Lingering around my house but doing nothing??!!
oh man! i've so many undone task,when am i gonna get it done?
And yes! it's already April. The N's are really approaching me soon.
I really gotta open up my dusty book and flip through it.
Hmm, My D&T? It seems that my inspiraion is gone. I need to generate idea soon!
if not i'll be the only one whos far behind everyone.
I'm slow worker! wait for me ( i know the N's can't wait)

My Daily TimeTable:
6.15am- wake up
6.20am- Brushing teeth and eating breakfast
6.30am- Pick up my tower and dash in the Bathroom
6.45am- Wiping dry with my tower
6.48am-Changing into Uniform
6.55am-Open my little door which can't even let me go over properly -,-"
6.59am-walking to the bustop
7.02am-7.06am- Here comes My bus 180
7.15am-7.19am- reach school!
7.45am-1.15pm/2.15pm/12.15pm - Stuck in school! (studying? Playing? Sleeping? & Etc.)
After school- Move Myself to Jurong point and take My bus 198
Reached home 3.30pm- Put my bag on the sofa,Switching on my computer
4.30pm- Lying on the bed and thinking of staffs (Suppose to take a Nap,But end up zzzzz)
8.30pm- Found myself fallen asleep and it's already dark.
9.00pm- Gone downstairs for a walk/ride
10.00pm-Reached home! use COM!
11.30pm- BATHING TIME!
00.30am- Eating my dinner at this late Night!
1.30am- Here am i typing this!

(None of them include Revision right)
if this continues??! N's is a sure Die!

Again & Again

2010-04-03T10:38:00.003+08:00

Again & again.....
Yesterday went to 12th element with all my Friends again.
Wonder why they kept going? their money seems to came out of nowhere!!??
well did'nt enjoy so much cause i was being forced to go. Haha.
Me and quek was like the CAMERAMAN of the Day...
Hahs,shall post it later.

Just woke up! gonna makan! ♠(^-^)♠

Alright,Reflected.

2010-03-30T00:14:00.003+08:00

Well, I thinks it's my wrong.
I shall keep silence for a period.....

Sometimes, I do wonder....

2010-03-28T20:24:00.007+08:00

My life was never been filled with love.
So,i don't even know about it.But i'm trying.
Love is build up slowly and steady by time,not to be too rush if not it'll be ruined.

I've always been so slow.

Love will never be at your first sight,time proves to you.
I've always been waiting for the second time.

A book cover can never tell your future story with her.
That's why i wanted to read more about her.
Love is about trust,not about doubting on your partner.
I hope for that chance.

Love can always be lasts by simple pleasures.

I don't expect you to go Honeymoon with me,lying on the beach watching the night stars will do.
Love never required money to be stable.
I hope she knows my status.
As long as our love is true,
It'll LAST =)

That's what i know,Not what i experienced.
Hope i was a baby. with a blank mind instead =)

Drinking SS @ 12th Element

2010-03-27T13:36:00.002+08:00

Annyeonghasaeyo! Went 12th Element with all my pals.
Did enjoy singing last last night =)
We drank 1 Martel & a Tower.
about 4+ went to eat.
then slack at riverside there.
waited for morning train and went home.
Now i'm awake,got to go for 小鬼's FC meeting soon.
go preapare now.

~Bye Peeps~

Now i've tasted your coldness

2010-03-25T23:35:00.002+08:00

Clouds are clear from the sky.My nights are filled with stars.
Just came back from riding Bicycle session with Alan,Daryl & Quek.
Well,kind of tired.
Hmm,Taste that coldness and the stable of yours today.
I can only say "you are so cool"
The coolest girl i've ever seen before.
Tomorrow's Physic test. Got to study =)

~ByeBye~

who am i? Now who i wan't to be.

2010-03-24T00:26:00.002+08:00

Holidays have ended.
Well i can said that it's quite a tiring holiday.Cause i stay up late at night doing all sort of things.
And yes,Holiday's assignment = Not done!.
I don't know why,but the "LAZYNESS" seems to flow in me all along.
Done a personality test at a programme in school. It can find out what personality are in me.
And i'm personlity "S". I forget what it consist of.
But i know what i have in me.
i'm a person who is shy.But i won't show the expression out in me. I always be stable whether it's good news or bad news.
I'm a person who is nice? (True?)
more coming.......

2010-03-21T15:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday club SE7EN was indeed fun! at least we had a peaceful and fun night =)

2010-03-16T12:17:00.001+08:00

ZIRCA was.........
But saw many old friends there =)

2010-03-14T14:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was so cool @ Marina bay for Singapore E-awards!!! the performance line up was awesome! JJ-lin, Alien Huang, Olivia Ong,Yoga lim,Tanya,Ah du & SHINee

2010-03-13T03:49:00.005+08:00

Just came back from X-Bar at Boat quay.Celebrated Wei an's and Derrick's Bdae there.
Not to talk much about those details. But although the day was bad,Hope you guys did enjoy =)
Went for 小鬼's autograph session.OMG 小鬼 is so damn handsome.We usually get to see him only on 娛樂百分百,but on 12th march he smiled and shaked my hand!!!! Wow,that was damn COOL! I never dream about it before man!! Back to the start.I reach there at about 3.30pm with a group of friends,but there's already alot of people queuing up for him.We went to the CD shop,but his Album"Love &Hero" was already out of Stock!! OMG?!! I was thinking"shit? Without his album we can't get closer to him?" So we decide to ask their fans if there's people selling album later. And yes,There is =) Luckily enough!! We got his "Love & Hero" Limited edition album that is out of stock in whole islandwide.Although it's $40,but it worths!! There's was still some Space.So we called Derrick and Kim Teck help us queue 1st while we go buy our lunch. After awhile it rains!! Shit,hate that man!! went to but an $8 umbrella!! it's costy....but to get a chance to see him.....it's worthy!! The moment he arrives,Screaming and Cheering welcomed him!!! He sang his 1st song 玩具槍與玫瑰!!!
After that sat down for his Autograph session to start. When it's my turn to get his signature,The MC Ah ken was asking if anybody want to try sing his song and get some prize. I shouted " ME ME I want" And yes he picked me!!! He choosed the song 不屑 to test me. And think what? that was One of my Favourite song!!! So it was easy for me to sing the chorus!! And GUESS what? i won 6 tix for Singapore E-awards Celebration that will be held on 13th March!! I wonder why.....why am i not nervous when singing on a stage where there's over a few hundred of people i don't know. But was shivering when i sang at school?......
Anw got his Signature....Woohoo!! he smiled at me!!! HAHAHA!! so damn happy over it!!
Hope you'll come again to SG soon!!!!
Lastly,小鬼 YOU ROCKS!!!!!!

2010-03-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

I always thought today i was gonna do much better.But the reality shows everything.
I lost. To you,to it.
i think there's no point. You don't give a damn.

2010-03-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

wooo....Just came back from a sweaty walk with 2 crazy people,who reacts very hyper when girls around. Don't know what's with them? Like 2 kids playing with a Big Jie Jie like that.
D&T is due tomorrow. And what i've done? Nothing.
Really don't know what's with me now adays.Don't really have the mood for focusing on everything. I think it's that "bad bad news" that screwed me up.
Tommorow's my turn to perform. hope my voice won't go out of tune~ =/
And i'm really sorry to give you that disdainful attitude. I'm just too shy to look at you directly.
I'm too shy to make a move.i'm so sorry! hope you won't take it in mind.
and maybe you wouldn't even care? LOLs......

2010-03-08T22:13:00.004+08:00

Oh please? why are people so childish? Don't you'll find it boring ?
Finding probs? And the reason why i hate them,it's obviously we know each other.
But need to give that FCUKED attidude mah? why i'm new to town uhs? you guys don't know me uhs? SCRAM OFF LA PLEASE! CHIDLISH KIDS!
Back to life,talent week is coming.
Today's the 1st day. Not bad uh the Oh dance.
But miss a little things.
Haven done things that need to be done.
I"M CRAZY NOW!!!!

IT ENDS TONIGHT!!!!!

2010-03-04T00:22:00.002+08:00

I don't know why.But my heart's still beating for them.
Their bloods flow in me.
feel like going back soon.

2010-02-28T02:23:00.003+08:00

Alright! everything is getting out of hand.
Have to get back on the track soon.
it's enough,i won't listen anymore.
I will do what i want.
I live for the sake of my life. NOT YOURS!!!!
F******

2010-02-23T21:33:00.002+08:00

Okay,now.Tell me what's after '"Lols"?
What to reply? people always use this when chating via msn or handphone messaging.
but what's the real meaning of "Lols"? It's just only "Laugh out loud"
So what is after that "laugh out loud" you gave?
What do you expect me to reply?
It's just what you were thinking,not what we were talking.
Totally out of link.
really don't know why people use "Lol" often when they know they will wait for a long time to get a reply from the opposite.
chemistry and D&T is pressing me down.
all i know is Research!!
But all i do was Nothing!!
Because i have a serious virus attacking my body.
And it's called "LAZYNESS"

2010-02-20T23:44:00.005+08:00

So damn happy right now =).
Went to west coast for Pool session with Kai le and Alan just now.
Hahs,finally bought the ticket for Singapore Entetainment Awards 2010 @ The Floating Platform,Marina bay.
Woohoo! $11.70 per Ticket. Quite cheap,cause
there's alot of line-up performance by many singers and bands. Bought 7 Tix,cause quite a number of my friends wanted to go.Hahs, 小鬼 is finally coming to town for his 1st time as a singer. He sure would be wondering how singapore looks like? he may think his fans is very less.

But 小鬼 i tell you,You've got alot of Fans.Including ME!! 小豬 is also coming again!! cool! gonna see his 愛的主場秀 dance.Sure damn Hot!! He's got a lot of award man! including The Most Popular male Singers! WEEE!! Jiayou! 小鬼 also keep up on your singing.You're sure gonna get the Most popular New-Comer Award =)

2010-02-20T03:54:00.002+08:00

Hey!Just came back from alan's house there.Went there for gambling and chit chating with old friends.Hahs,kind of long time no see them le.
Before that,went to Bugis to catch a movie "Percy Jackson and the lightning thief'. A damn nice show indeed.it's about some demi-god stuff.
Watch it together with Wk,Quek,Darren,Jonas and Wei Xuan.
After that went SL square accompony quek buy his 2GB graphic card.hahs,kind of cheap for him uhs.$115 only.
After that bought a watch as a birthday present by quek.
Then head down to Cine find darren they'll.
After that head down jurong le.
Hmm,sort of tiring now.

Let natural takes place. or?
resist it!

2010-02-16T22:01:00.004+08:00

Small actions,Big matter.
Those little actions,don't think it's small.It could just affect a big part of your life.
Was walking back home from Fairprice again.
I was about to finished my can of coke.But i've already walked pass the dustbin,as you know singaporeans are mostly like me -lazy to throw rubbish in the right place,and just left it on the floor and just walked away.Thinking that no one notice them.Hahs.
And yes,i did the same thing and walked away.
but after a few step i stopped. I begin to think ,was it right to do that?
Even when no one's around? I think no,it's wrong.
This is my country.To clear a piece of litter can make singapore cleaner a little.So why should i throw on the floor,when the dustbin is just few steps away?
i walked back and picked the litter up and threw it into the dustbin.
And i know,it happened in my life before.
why can't i just think before doing,when i know it's already wrong?
Why didn't i do small actions to change the reality?
rubbish on the floor, i could turned back and just pick it up.But things that have happened,i can't possibily turned back the time and undo it and correct them.
It's impossible? right?
But i know,everyone hopes they can.
Chinese new year mood is over,now's time to get into serious matter.
I haven done my D&T yet yet yet?
And,is there any homework?
i'm so stress right now.
if i'm gone,future will be stated = GONE

2010-02-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

Just came back from my relative's house.
And yes,a good day for me.
Love to visit my relative's on CNY,not for the sake of ang bao's,but for the sake of gather together and sit down to chit chat about life.
went to big aunt's house.My Papa told her the incident.Everyone's worry for me.
They kept saying and repeating"ah sheng,don't go out till so late.Don't go out with bad kids.Know how to control yourself,don't always do what people asked you to". I understand le.
Will log in all those things into my mind.
Went my Auntie's house.So happy to see my cousin's and uncles.
And i have a new nephew =) two month old le. Haha,so cute.
And yes,those chanting came again.Even from my cousin's.
Okay,will kept it in my mind.
And i also hope so see you'all again next year!
Happy CNY!! Gong Xi Fa Cai!

Maybe going down =)
Case haven over =( shag.
They're charging me? how? i don't want to be CHARGED in COURT!

2010-02-09T22:05:00.006+08:00

Nothing much to say.
just came back from Red Affair at pit building.
it was like......one side cold,the other side hot.
so damn tired now.Feeling sleepy soon =)

I hope for chance =)

2010-02-09T22:05:00.005+08:00

same routine for me today =)
2 box of Collon Strawberr Biscuit roll.(That's my flavour ^-^)
and a can of lemon tea. I will go to NTUC and get these bites,and just to walk around to relax myself.
But can this routine last forever?

2010-02-09T22:05:00.003+08:00

What what? Why why? No no! please don't.i still have a long way to go.
How can i stop here? I know that it's Better to know and be disappointed, than to never know and always wonder. But why did i only know it now? can't it be after chinese new year? and you still ask me to enjoy 1st? how do you Expect me to enjoyed with this Fcuking BAD NEWS?
Do you know what kind of feeling i'm having now? that pain,the fear. it's so horrible.It's like you already know the taste,it's bitter and so pain.But you're expecting to Taste it?
How? People only Regrets when they face death.But now i'm the one facing?what is this? why am i always so bad luck? why is me that will be charged?Can't i be given one more chance? why? i have been changing from bad to good from good to best.
What i have done that makes u'll decide to charge me? what? my past? about my background? so what if i've done something wrong in the past? why can't u'll look at my present?Sending a teenager in really make him thinks and reflects? no,it's just bullshits.I know whats going on in there. You can't even concentrate on studying. So charging me is not to help a person change,but to make a person worst! That call,that call that makes me feel so down.Feel like dying right away. Why can't life just be as simple? I really hope to disappear,and everything vanish in a moment. i hope that human do not have heart,so they won't bleed when hurt,so that they won't cry when upset. If i'm really gone? do you think it helps me ? no it worsen me. I'm unable to learn to be good there.If i'm really gone, my future won't be good. it's only states there -Future = No Future =Dead future

2010-02-07T15:36:00.002+08:00

Not anywhere but just DXO for yesterday.
Indeed had a great fun dancing with friends on the dancefloor.
Went with Darren and WeiXuan.
First met up Wei's friend at city hall 1st.
her name was JoJo,that's what Weixuan called her lahs.
After that met up with another 2 unknown.
Then,JoJo lend us 2 aBove 18 ez-link card,cause the event was just for 18 & above only.
But she knows the bouncer.So that ez-link card is just for safety.We went in without checking =)
At 1st goin was so sian.Sat at the chair and hear people sing song.Guys could only take one cup of free drink,but Girls have Free FLOW!!!
so Damn good for you girls.
was sitting down there for awhile.But when the DJ came and the music started to be turned on.
OMG! ccan't belive that they are so High! haha,it's really damn high ley!
They were dancing like crazy.
Haha,cabbed to chua chu kang at 4plus.
Then went JoJo's hse slack lo.
Anyway,thanks for your Maggie noodles uhs =)

got to go makan le.
Sayonara!!

2010-02-06T01:02:00.002+08:00

Just got back from town and 108 after slacking awhile.
today's not a bad day.
at least i'm able to smile.Went to Cine to Ks with my friends.
After k-ing spent a little time window shopping at orchard.
And found a nice jacket at ION*.
Bought it for $30.Although quite okay,but it looks great on me.
After ION* head back to jurong.On the way crossing the road.
Me ^-^ spot a wallet on the middle of the road.
hahs,told darren about it.He ran to took the wallet.
We found $42 in the wallet,a platinum card and a Master card in it.
At first,all of us has the common thought.Which is take the $ and throw the wallet away.
But we better not.Cause if we lost our wallet.We also hope that people would return it to us.
same thing we must do to others.So we went to the police station.Haha,so proud right =)
Anyway, Valentine's is so near.
And yes,Again. I will be staying at home watching my TV.
So what's About love? will i understand it this year?
Hope so =)

2010-01-30T23:32:00.008+08:00

I know i have overcome it.But there are still some bits of memories there.

Went to 215 eat my lunch just now with a group of friends.When we were about to go home,we found something shivering on the floor.Taking a close look,It's a babyEagle.wonder why it's in the middle of the pathway,but it's seems so weak. we tried to fed it some bread but it's was so weak to open the mouth.
We carry it onto the grass to refrain from any dangers on the pathway.
who knows? A cat might eat it.
wonder why it seems so weak,when we touch on it's body it flaps it's wing.
it's so painful that we saw a big wound on the back of its shoulder.
OMG it must be so damn pain.but what can we do with it?
we're not vet,we couldn't save it.But to place it on a safer ground.
It's like no choice,we couldn't save you BabyEagle.
But the only thing we can help is to know that you're safe.
if you are able to hangon. Good for you =)
If you're unable,it's okay.
every living things has its start and its end.
It's just that yours have a shorter time.
But it's a cycle for everyone.
Back to my studies,i got a 15/20 for maths and 10/12 for my Social studies and 12/20 for my Chemistry. I know i can improve more.It's just that whether am i willing to pratice anot.
Recently D&T is stressing me out.
it's not as easy as i thought before.

Should sleep now.
Sayonara =)

2010-01-30T23:32:00.006+08:00

just watch finish the drama on Ch8.
The scence was touching when XiaoDong close her eye.the moment,the words said by that japanese man,touched me too.
Haha,just heard that my Long-Time-No-See cousin got a 15 for his O's and he is going to NP on march.OMG,so damn happy for him.So jealous,can i be same as him? go ngee ann poly study?
I wish and hope so.Some of my cousin have already completed their poly's studies le.
Now he's going to NS and go have a higher level of education.
I know,i have the potential to be like him.
everybody has it.
I want have O's and get into poly.That's my Wish!!
Now i only need to improve on my maths because i have been slacking for the staring few months of Sec3 and not getting the knowledge into my mind.I hope i'm able to catch up with it.
And Chemistry and Physics too.Althought it's okay.But ijust need to know the formula and the Chemical equation thingy only.
And most important ENGLISH!!! i must sure sure go study it.

got to go study for my tommorow's Geography test!

Have to pass it =)
Bye Bye

2010-01-30T23:32:00.004+08:00

Just back from orchard road.
Went to buy my CNY's clothes.
Went there alone,again.
Nothing much,but it's just too cold on the bus way back home.
Actually i was wanting to buy a pack of cigg there,but can't find anyone for help -,-
passed-by takashimaya,heard someone singing.
their voice was nice,not like those at cineleisure.
Too rocks for me.
Hmmm,gotta eat soon.
No chance means no chance,no matter how many times i bump into her.

Bye Bye

2010-01-28T23:53:00.003+08:00

I'm so Fcuking pissed right now!
Piss off with who? MYSELF!
What am i doing these days ?
why am i doing all this?
Why is memorising formula hard for me now?
Why am i so tired?
Why i never bother to read through or make and effort to pratice?
All because of ME.....
I should go bang the wall again ='(

2010-01-26T21:03:00.002+08:00

What the hell is going on my MIND???
Can't i think? can't i study? can't i not to be lazy?
Why am i so strengthless when facing with book this year?
what is going on in me? why?
Test test test!
And yet i nvr study at all?
what happened to myself?

2010-01-24T05:12:00.003+08:00

Went Wave-housed today =)
With Pong,Darren,Wei Xuan,Jonas and Esmonde.
Don't know why,wait so long then can get ticket.
Somemore the price is same as others.
Must as will buy from other people rather than waiting.
Waited for about 2hours.Saw a primary school schoolmate there =)
Went in about 11 plus. thought have age limit.
so many nice song that was been heard.
6th febuary again?
Don't think so bah.
Test's coming!!! If all pass then go !!!

SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS Everybody =)

2010-01-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

Again and again.How many times have i need to bumps into you again?
things are getting worse.
Haven done my homework yet.
Bored

2010-01-17T21:10:00.003+08:00

Time's really flies? but without wings? not aware of it.
It's already the 3rd week of term 1.Still haven yet download all those knowledge into my mind.
But i must admit,my maths is getting better then before.
But my physics is becoming weaker.
Wonder if it's that my teacher teach damn fast or my brain can't suck up to much of the lesson.
Clubbing clubbing,when have clubbing?
i want go =)

Gotta do my homework le,
BYE BYE

2010-01-10T00:24:00.004+08:00

okay,I'm glad that i could still be fine now.
happen alot of things these days.
I'm just to lazy to blog down here,cause it's not so intresting.
but at least there's something that could make me smile,i finally get my salary =)
worth for a smile? indeed,but smiling naturally is hard for me.
wonder why i'm not used to smiling,maybe i'm not suitable.
flag day was.......
quite okay,singapore people very less have kindness already.
When they see you with a donation bag or tin,they would choose to walk the other way.
But it's no choice,this is Humanity o.O
feeling so damn tired right now,but still haven done my homework yet.
Wonder to sleep or not.

Goodbye!

2010-01-04T05:17:00.003+08:00

Hahaha,now is early in the morning 5.17am.....
And yes today is the 1st day of school,everyone should be excited and mayb sleeping now.
But me? don't know why so fucking early wake up for what?.....
I mean i don't think i slept at all.....keep awake....
Now watching Hi my Sweetheart,no choice......nth to do....

2010-01-01T16:07:00.002+08:00

30th was like......OMG...
what situation is this? i really don't bother to talk about.

31st
was slightly better. but,No difference.
will my wish come true?

2009-12-25T12:28:00.003+08:00

Yes,life has it's low point.
But mine is too low can?
I never ever had a wonderful christmas eve before.
Like the day before yesterday.Although i went for BBQ,but it was just a few person there.
After that i was too sleepy,almost slept at my friend's home.
Went to take the bus at about 6am.
Thought can reach home happily without any worries,when stepping on to the 5th floor....
I try touching my bag to search for my wallet, the wallet is Gone.
You now what i felt at that point of time? my heart is damn damn damn pain.
It's like you lost somebody important to you.
My hard-earned money are inside.
Try to go to search for it at the bustop and the place i've walked pass.
Couldn't find it anymore,i reached and reflected my mind was blanked.
I was just thinking that i'm too easy with everything already,everything treated easily.
The pain is just so pain.

2009-12-24T11:10:00.002+08:00

Ass,actually want work till the 4th day de.
But suddenly the 5th day came out which is yesterday -,-"
yesterday more better,got 6 people doing.
Jia wei,Joel,Derick,Kim teck,Quek & Me.
Okay la,but quite tiring yesterday.....
Don't know why?......
going sleep soon
Later wake up maybe go town?
for Christmas Eve?
later things later say.
Now most important is to SLEEP!!!

2009-12-22T20:21:00.002+08:00

what a good sleep i had,finally able to sleep for so long.
After 4 days of continual non-stop work!! it's insanity you know??
lucky enough that quek willing to take over me. call the auntie fanny wan tell her he take over oso can't.
phone don't know drop where -,-"
Nevermind now just wait for $$$$

2009-12-19T17:39:00.000+08:00

Sigh, working working working....
so tiring.....later more sian work alone ....
i gg liao

2009-12-18T17:50:00.002+08:00

just woke up from my 8 hours of slping.
hmm,but don't why want to sleep more also can't.
yesterday work was,ermm.....although it's always doing the same action.
But at least not as tiring as pokka.At least i no need to stand,at least there got air-con,at least there supervisor is very nice.....and lastly we can rest for 3 hours between the 12 hours of work.
quite better compared to pokka factory.
hmm,saw her yesterday.
and again never say "hi" to me.
wonder whether do you even know me anot.
last time you will,but not now anymore.
working later,going bath now.

SAYONARA (^__^)*

Working now from today

2009-12-17T17:02:00.003+08:00

just ate my lunch,woke up late right?
Cos,i slept at 8 am.
Morning went buy breakfast with quek lo.
Now going bath le,late going to work.
Work for 12 hours,hope not so tiring like pokka bah.
7.30pm to 7.30am will be working.
so if anything don't call my house.Call my hp lo.
After these few days of work i will be able to get my things la.
Think of it,hmmm.....so happy.
Haha,but wait till i finish work bah.

2009-12-13T13:41:00.002+08:00

hmmm,just wake up from my tired sleep.
yesterday went orchard again with Don,quek & derick.
we went to orchard central 1st got there walk walk lo.
went up the roof garden and take alot of pics wif quek camera.
After that went cuppage to eat our wanton mee.
then went throught taka,then go down to ion shop shop lo.
went to far east at about 11pm,nth was there =,="
took 105 to jurong,by the time at home it was already 12.30 le
hais,sian....don't know today going where ?

2009-12-07T01:00:00.002+08:00

Good nights guys!
just reach home from downstairs nia.
haha,at downstairs slack with wei an,wei siong,quek,mund and wk.
was suprise that wk could come out this late night.
haha,at 1st is at quek house play dota de.-,-" keep lose.
then suddenly edmund called quek to go down slack,he say is wei an jio de.
haha,we quickly agree without any hesitation le.
hardly can go down slack tgt sia.
went down at about 9 like that.
wei an come down 1st then after is mund.
wei an say want jio wk dwn.
i keep say is impossible de.
his mum won't let him out at night de la.
Suprise me sia,HE can come out!!!!
OMG lo.at 109 shelter there talk talk lo.
smoke few cig,after that about 12 jiu come home le.
Hmm,holidays short!!! so fast 1 month is gone!
I need job man!!!!
Intro lah guys!!

2009-12-07T00:21:00.005+08:00

Yozzz!!! went to sentosa on saturday with quek,mund,don and wk.

was sick on that day lo.Actually don't feel like going out de.

But since they've already prepared ready,don't waste a chance bah.

We reached there quite late le.settled down at about 5.30pm lo.

So late already the sun was already setting down.But it's okay for us!

They went in the water and play,but it's was cold for me to just feel the sea with my feet

Woo,Cold!!!

At there slack lo,bought alot of tibits and waters.

relax till 7.30 like that jiu rain le.haha,saw a dug hole took some photo and play with it.

the wk was being buried and molested by us.haha.

at there try to finish out tibits but can't.went to bath at about 9 bah.

the wk and don hor!! so pervert keep peep at us -,-"

bath finish jiu went home le.

Reach home around 11 plus.

next thing,SLEEP!!!

haha

2009-12-03T12:24:00.002+08:00

Hello!! went for martell session yesterday with hanxiang and pandan's people.
hahs,thought could not hiong in de.
But it was easy we just went in as per normal.
order for a VSOP cost $168 =(
ex sia. i kup $40.have quite some fun there.
At there sing Ktv and drink lo.
Until 4 plus nothing to drink le,so went back pandan lo.
There eat breakfast,after that jiu all go hme le.
Hmm,wonder my Bdae should go for drinking session or swensens neh?
or sentosa more better????
Suggestion bah =)

2009-12-02T05:36:00.002+08:00

Weeeow!! orchard was like??!! omg,so hard to describe.
I've walked almost all of the shopping mall yesterday from afternoon to night.
i was like,woow! so beautiful man! it more at night.
1st i went to far east walk,see whether got anything i can buy de....
after that i walked a long way to cineleisure but there not so much thing there.
walked pass mant shopping malls.
Saw a huge LV bag outside takashimaya.
BIG! lols.after that went to Orchard Central,Nothing de....
Few shops only,the television still advertise till like got everything like that.
But this shopping mall is High! it has 12 floor,and the view at the roof garden was cool.
went to cuppage see got what to eat lo.ate i burger there.
after that walked back to orchard ion,walked pass Tangs.
the Tangs was so goldish.....Christmas gold sia.
haha,went to ion.
OMG found all the things i want there,those jackets and those jeans! WOOHOO
Orchard ion is truly a shopping mall for every singaporean man!
expect those LV,Giorgio armani,burberry la.
haha,Who says go orchard need someone accompany de?
go yourself and explore!
But if anyone need people accompany,find me.
I'm always free for you =)

2009-11-22T20:02:00.002+08:00

wah,freaking tired uhs!
the derick lah! good intro lo....go parklane play lan.
The lan is Omg! lag till ppl start game le i still remain in the start game menu.
Wtf.Yesterday so blur gave the taxi driver extra $5 also don't know.
ahhh!!! waste my one day salary sia! almost $50 gone.
Hais jialat,thought got money go walk walk de....
Now POk!! =(

2009-11-19T23:06:00.003+08:00

Sigh,Pity me lahs!!! my fingers are so red and are stil typing...
But i would like to talk about this day,a actually was good day for me.
early in the morning went to work with derrick in the Pokka Factory.
Ya,"pokka" i hate this man!! do you know what i do for the 9hrs?
I am just competing with the machines,i have to put those Fking "lemon Tea" in to the box and pack them.
For the 9 hours,i've been doing the same action? like idiot right? -,-"
Although can rest 15min between several hours,But that is not Enough!!
Becos,whole morning to afternoon i was standing.
Hais,pity me lo....Finger so red like wtf.Leg so cramp like knock by car.
Sian talk so many also no one sayang me =( haha,FAKE*
tmrw again ley?
I don't want to be like machine liao.......

The future lemon tea that u're going to drink,Is all touch by me!!!
HAHAHAHA

2009-11-13T04:15:00.002+08:00

Hey,1 week plus le leh!
Still haven find till job -,-"
Kind of bored uhs? after holidays is really like so blank for me.
hmm,i also long time never eat breakfast le.
Cause i wake up onlyin afternoon.
hahs,BORED!!
went to meet ye xiang just now,then went raffles place find the eric lo.
wow,he work in such a enviroment.
so many business man and women.
hahs,but okay la....relax mah!
after his work,we went to esplanade at there talk talk and slack lo.
at there blow wind.
After that went marina square shop shop awhile jiu go hme le.
hmm,amost 2 months le.....
Still no news of anything =(

Hope is Nothing happen la,
Opps is MUST be Nothing happen !!

2009-11-01T02:17:00.003+08:00

Yeah,quite a lucky day indeed.
After going to the Bdae that Wk nvr plan.
we decided to go escape theme park for the halloween event.
But the wk waste so much time in the end he nvr go.
so we went ourselves.Wow,reach there about 8.30 like that.
So damn pack....many ppl is queqing,saw some friends too.
But don't know why so lucky.Even though there is a long queqe,we no need to queqe for tickets.
first,there's a indian fellow came to us(lucky Choice =>) he sold us 2 tickets for just $10 each instead of the original $12.but it's left me and quek still need to queqe nia.
But my friend so smart he go psycho ppl to let us cut queqe.And yes!! he did it,but the nebo need to use IC de,my friend did'nt lend me..... but i'm lucky enough,the counter we went to is one of my friend!!!! woohoo cool uhs!! he lend me his nebo,so i can go in! OMG thx so much to him sia...
Haha next time if got chance sure treat him smoke de ley! But we went inside only play 2 game nia!!! sian hor? we only went into the haunted-house and sat on the Pirate ship tooo =)
haha many "Vegetable" sia.....
we went home at about 11.30.we were able to catch the last train* LUCKY!!! haha
hmm,ltr maybe go play pool!

GOODNITE!!!

2009-10-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

Phew -,-" what a relief today.
I should be considering myself lucky,but sad to find out that i failed =(
i failed uhs? english? i wonder.....
everybody was like jumping around when they know that they need not be retained.
But i'm still wondering why??!!
Well holiday's starting soon.haven found something that benefits me and take over my time for studies.....how? bored to death again?.....hmmm,i finally saw her today!!!
she was like totally a change person.
Although we never saw till each other.
but just a few second with her on the traffic is good enough.
happy jiu can le.
Now wad? my case le.
how? wait? since my school let me pass.
hope the police too.

2009-10-21T23:45:00.002+08:00

Ya,I hope.
I hope that things would really turn out great for me.
Have been stressing whenever thinking of it.
I hope the results will make me happy for awhile.though i don't know how long can i stay outside.
English,chinese,Science,D&T hope is good la.
Maths hope got improve la,Humanities is ermmm.....GG bah.
hmm,days are getting by,holiday is reaching near.
Still haven find a job yet.haha,BORED!
How? my case they are considering ley.
heard my friend say 2nd timer chance not so beat.
i jitao sad liao lo.
sign............

(=<)
Anyway thanks Xiaozhu

我偽裝不屑

2009-10-20T00:56:00.003+08:00

Maybe going out play Basketball at this late night.
Bought Chill to Chilled out a little bit.
Staying at home to face the 4 Walls make me sick.
no choice,cause really nothing to do and no where to go.
tomorrow also no school,cool uhs?
Boring for me lo,hesitating to go Sentosa,Escape and kallang leisure park.
tommorw papa will be going HQ,cause Sir said so.
how? it's been long already ley,one simple blink...3 months passed.
it's still dragging,if there is nothng going to be happen.
I'm gonna do alot of things.
I wan job to do those things.
Anyone got job? INTRO ley =)

2009-10-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

it's quite a tiring and a hard day for me.
I woke up at 1.15pm eating the breakfast together with my lunch.
After that bellamy and darren called me go 108 for studying.
i went there at about 3. jacky came too.
But the fking darren duno go geylang do what.
So i play basketball with jacky and bellamy for awhile.
after that i saw jonas,his brother and darren's brother wif his fren.
so we decide together play basketball.
wah play until fking tiring.
after that jonas go back ahma hse 1st.
then we keep on playing....
half-way,jacky went home cos it's about going to be 7 le.
so we at there keep on playing.
then Darren came back at about 9 like that,we go 109 study together wif the same grp of ppl.
after that went home lo.
TMRW MATHS!!!! how?
GG.
Hais wonder how many day left to be relax ley?
the longer it drags,the more worried i'm.
i just wish to have a good year through without any prob.

2009-10-02T16:43:00.002+08:00

Stressed once again!!! exam started!!! OMG,sian uhs!
today's chinese paper is quite okay lah.At least i know how to do and remember the format
of letter writing.Paper 1 is alright.But Paper 2 is like WTH? none of the question has to do with the text book de.But heng la,my chinese good =) hahaha. Sigh,Social syudies on monday leh!!
how? it's one of the subject i most don't bother to study de ley.
Sure GG de la!!.....hope chinese can get highest again.
Sigh,so bored at home.
slept on the bed till now.
Case haven over yet? how long do they wanna drag? until my holiday strt ?
then they sentance me to death? i will mad de sia!!! really,i fking hate this type of worried felling inside my body....
but there's nothing much i could do.
Only thing
is to wait and hope nothing happen to me.

2009-09-24T01:01:00.002+08:00

Hey really ley!! i'm abit blured to the changes around me!
why did things happen so fast? my head is going round and round and round,
Things just happen out of sudden.And always i'm the slower one =,=
i always knew it last.It's been long since i update myself.
Cool huhs? i've been missing for so many day le.....
but still no point to return ley....
i'm so shock to see Big changes around me.
Anw,wish them happy lahs!
-Speechless-
-NIL-

2009-09-09T03:20:00.000+08:00

it will be good if things are all that simple
I wanna disappear
All die out just in a moment
It will be good if humanity is heartless
Won't bleed when injured
No tears in sorrow
Don't need the same kind
To infect depression
No need for the stupid diginity
No need to steal your thoughts
To comfort myself
Just let me pretend to be disdainful
From the corner of my mouth to show
Lonely times double loneliness
Allow me to keep the last little privileges
Set my broken heart free from missing you
If there is an flicker of disdain crossed my eyes
Half of my heart might be already maimed
The other half has gone with you since the day you went away
This half breaking into pieces gradually
If i still being a little disdainful
Don't try to convert my purely absoluteness
I'm just some certain kind of extinction
Suffered from the insomnia for one light-year quietly
If i still being a little disdainful
That's all come from my own vanity
I thought our lives might be overlap one day
I can love you once again
就讓我僞裝不屑!

2009-09-07T02:03:00.002+08:00

Holidays started! time passes so fast,one blink and it's already September holiday.
Still don't know how? it's still dragging,the longer they drag the more stress i'm.
Another one came out,met him ytd.Lols.....many mths no see he change alot...
Become more and more worst.......
Sigh,homework many many? jialat loh.....
really lazy do siol!! Holiday le......still no activitys....
ONE word to describe "SIAN"!!!!!

2009-09-01T00:45:00.002+08:00

Where got difference? still the same,no matter how hard the plant tries to grow.
no ones see it's effort.
I swear alone is really better.
better then being a burden for others,better then burdened by others.
give them what they want,they'll tell u what u want.
like dog right?
Need feed de...
Bobian.....all like this de....

2009-08-27T22:21:00.002+08:00

Same process again! standard. Really can't tolerate le.....
After school,reach home....the next thing "SLEEP!!"
woke up at about 6plus....call quek jio him out....then went for dinner.
after that slack awhile at SC there lo.....Really it's relaxing there.
Sigh,how long to relax? i also don't know....
Must Cherish things le.....can't afford to lose it anymore..

2009-08-25T23:26:00.003+08:00

Stressed out! slept for the whole afternoon,choose not to think about it.But can't.
Just now went to slack wif darren and ahpng they all for awhile then went home.
on the way going home,i saw Mr chew,he lived at 116.OMG!!! jus opposite me,now adays jurong many teacher uhs! went home then quek told me just now slping so can't meet me,then i jio him go Mc tok cork lo....drink coke.
Sigh! hope i still have a decent path.
Sorry to you.

2009-08-20T00:16:00.002+08:00

一個人的电影 not so boring,there are still some laughters that are stranger to you.
Sigh, 1 more week? 26 August? coming real soon.i may look not bothered.
but in my heart,i keep hope and prayed everyday i would be fine.
who want's to go in? nice meh? like shit sia.
just now went to watch Where Got Ghost? alone at westmall.
as they all watch the Orphan.
After watch we go winston house dwnstairs tok cork lo.
at there tok until 8.45pm jiu go home le.
Anw,saw an old friend today.
Suppose to be a person i like,but i make some wrong choice.
she became beautiful. Forgotten me? go ahead,cause i don't seems to be care.

Sigh,26 August? Again stressed =(

2009-08-12T21:33:00.002+08:00

waked up 10am in the morning.
Went to HQ to report,Thought would be settled down.
but not =( they still delayed 2 weeks time.
That makes me more stress.I really don't like that freaking feeling.
It's either Good news or Bad news.I hope will get the anwser soon.
truly,i really don't want to walk the same steps.sleep the same bed.eat the same food again.
I know it's not my way there.i really hope this could be soon over.
It's really hard to be like this.
I could not stop thinking about it day and night ,i'm so scared.
the feeling is so ****. Really,don't do such things....It will be too late when u started to regret =(